the one person that kept asking when daniel and i will tie the knot is actually getting married before us. she's more of dear's friend than mine, i hardly talk to his school/army friends. younger than us with regards to age and the length of her relationship. reason for early marriage: carelessness. (by carelessness, i'm sure you know what i mean dun you?)
how many of such cases do you hear of these days? its all around us isn't it? it has come to my attention that the rate of infanticide and/or abortion is getting increasingly high. are women uneducated when it comes to contraception? just read an article on New Paper the other day that clearly states how women, as modern as they should be, are still letting their husbands dominate and take control of the way they prevent unwanted pregnancies. just heard on the news that the rate of abortion, though has lowered as compared to previous years, aren't first-timers. why?
well at least i'm glad my friend isn't choosing the easy way out and is bravely trying to make right their mistake. the price: lost of freedom at such an incredibly young age.
dear and i were in a state of shock for the entire half of the day after we saw her message. but we'll be attending her wedding, definitely.
i guess maybe that's why i haven't had the courage to totally let go of myself even though i've been with daniel for 4 years. hard to believe, and some people may even think we're lying but that's the plain truth. my parents taught me well, and i'll always remember their teachings, and hopefully, pass it on to my children in future. because you'll never know, in the heat of the moment, you'll never be able to be rational and clear-headed, let alone, rememeber to take your dick (pardon my crude language) out before ejaculation occurs. *lolz* this is funny, trust me. and according to the dictionary, ejaculation is:
1. An abrupt discharge of fluid.
2. The expulsion of seminal fluid from the urethra of the penis during orgasm.
3. A sudden short exclamation
*rolling on floor laughing* alright, enough said.
Wedding Ticker
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
| Thoughts |
nah...i got no mood to blog today even though i have tons of stuff moving around in my head now...*bleah*
Monday, May 23, 2005
| Relinquish |
i have a sudden urge to blog now.
but when i see the blogger's screen, i'm lost for words.
despite me feeling unwell, i had a lovely weekend with my dear boy. *smilez*
went to his friend's birthday party on saturday which i thought was good catch-up for him. i enjoyed myself, though i wasn't sure if i would before i made the decision to turn up. it was nice seeing familiar faces around, some of which i knew.
[insert name] was there. i guess she was part of the reason why i wasn't sure if i wanted to be there. wasn't sure what to expect from it, wasn't sure what would happen. i guess part of me wished for peace and an absolution to that incident. but that wasn't to be.
she looked happy with her new bunch of friends, and i'm happy for her. total ignorance was what i got, ha! why did i even hope she would come talk to me?
just read her blog actually, i believe the person she talked about was me. haha now yours truly is doing self-confession, well heck it, i just wanna be [ME]. and after this post, there would be nothing else i ever write about her.
"rude" was her description of me, yah perhaps. and gossiping, didn't you join in? don't you do it now as well? don't talk like as if you're a saint. we're all imperfect people in an imperfect world trying to live a perfect life. i'm only human. they say time will heal, i guess not. and even if it does, memories linger. pointless in my opinion.
there was once i worried about you.
there was once i cared about you.
there was once your friendship meant alot to me.
now, i will still wish you well and hope you find true happiness.
i gave that friendship up a long time ago, from the time she accused me, and even after knowing the truth she still doubted me. i should just forget about it. why befriend someone who doubts you, and has little or no trust in you? it ain't worth it. definitely not.
and therefore, i close this chapter of my life and relinquish all ties with [insert name].
and now for the happier stuff. i got 2 pics at the party on saturday! well, at least i have 2 outta the entire time i was there catching up? *shrugz* oh whatever.
::the missing guy, yang replaced by another fellow tp BIT student? ha! from left to right, zhongli, my boy, robbie and oops, i dun think i got his name!::
::the bunch of us, marketing students::
but when i see the blogger's screen, i'm lost for words.
despite me feeling unwell, i had a lovely weekend with my dear boy. *smilez*
went to his friend's birthday party on saturday which i thought was good catch-up for him. i enjoyed myself, though i wasn't sure if i would before i made the decision to turn up. it was nice seeing familiar faces around, some of which i knew.
[insert name] was there. i guess she was part of the reason why i wasn't sure if i wanted to be there. wasn't sure what to expect from it, wasn't sure what would happen. i guess part of me wished for peace and an absolution to that incident. but that wasn't to be.
she looked happy with her new bunch of friends, and i'm happy for her. total ignorance was what i got, ha! why did i even hope she would come talk to me?
just read her blog actually, i believe the person she talked about was me. haha now yours truly is doing self-confession, well heck it, i just wanna be [ME]. and after this post, there would be nothing else i ever write about her.
"rude" was her description of me, yah perhaps. and gossiping, didn't you join in? don't you do it now as well? don't talk like as if you're a saint. we're all imperfect people in an imperfect world trying to live a perfect life. i'm only human. they say time will heal, i guess not. and even if it does, memories linger. pointless in my opinion.
there was once i worried about you.
there was once i cared about you.
there was once your friendship meant alot to me.
now, i will still wish you well and hope you find true happiness.
i gave that friendship up a long time ago, from the time she accused me, and even after knowing the truth she still doubted me. i should just forget about it. why befriend someone who doubts you, and has little or no trust in you? it ain't worth it. definitely not.
and therefore, i close this chapter of my life and relinquish all ties with [insert name].
and now for the happier stuff. i got 2 pics at the party on saturday! well, at least i have 2 outta the entire time i was there catching up? *shrugz* oh whatever.
::the missing guy, yang replaced by another fellow tp BIT student? ha! from left to right, zhongli, my boy, robbie and oops, i dun think i got his name!::
::the bunch of us, marketing students::
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
| Love |
lunched out with a new friend today and she gave me some insights that i would like to share. it caught me in a fix and i'm still wondering at this point of time.
are you in love with your partner?
OR
do you love your partner?
there's a difference. the latter, is of course like how one would love their parents/siblings etc. BUT the former would tell if there's still a future in your relationship, whether or not the flames of passion are still there.
so now i post it back to you guys reading, do you love or are you in love?
are you in love with your partner?
OR
do you love your partner?
there's a difference. the latter, is of course like how one would love their parents/siblings etc. BUT the former would tell if there's still a future in your relationship, whether or not the flames of passion are still there.
so now i post it back to you guys reading, do you love or are you in love?
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
| Kind |
being kind is the one thing i regret BIG time now i tell you. never take advantage of people's kindness, if that's one thing you dunno, let me tell you now.
i took pity on you.
with only an 'o' level cert,
where else would have given you another chance?
how many chances have i given you already?
how many times have you screwed that up?
its idiert-proof and still you fumble.
its so simple and yet you have troubles following orders.
i'm not the boss here, but hullo, you're suppose to be helping me?
i thought saturday was your last day,
i was happy.
but i saw how sad you looked and thought maybe i could give you another chance.
guess i was wrong. BIG time.
why dun you know how to cherish what is given you?
what is in that brain of yours?
what issit that you keep thinking of that you're not concentrating here?
after announcing to the whole world that saturday was her last day,
she's still here.
when asked why, she said "boss's mother asked me to stay. bosses also asked me to stay." OMG, what are you??? you've been here barely a fortnight and you have like the biggest shots asking you to stay?! are you sure that's the case or were they just asking because you looked too pathetic beyond words??? must be the latter. and for your info, reconsidering does not equate to asking you to stay. its DIFFERENT.
and if i threaten to resign, i might have the entire network of members, plus colleagues from indonesia asking me to stay, to really STAY and not reconsider. STUPID STUPID GAL!!!
seriously, maybe i should just resign.
though my leave has been approved.
and i'm used to doing these stuff.
maybe greener pastures would be good.
give myself another go at other jobs.
maybe she's alright,
but i just dun like her.
ha if that's the case then she should stay,
i'll leave. *blah*
i took pity on you.
with only an 'o' level cert,
where else would have given you another chance?
how many chances have i given you already?
how many times have you screwed that up?
its idiert-proof and still you fumble.
its so simple and yet you have troubles following orders.
i'm not the boss here, but hullo, you're suppose to be helping me?
i thought saturday was your last day,
i was happy.
but i saw how sad you looked and thought maybe i could give you another chance.
guess i was wrong. BIG time.
why dun you know how to cherish what is given you?
what is in that brain of yours?
what issit that you keep thinking of that you're not concentrating here?
after announcing to the whole world that saturday was her last day,
she's still here.
when asked why, she said "boss's mother asked me to stay. bosses also asked me to stay." OMG, what are you??? you've been here barely a fortnight and you have like the biggest shots asking you to stay?! are you sure that's the case or were they just asking because you looked too pathetic beyond words??? must be the latter. and for your info, reconsidering does not equate to asking you to stay. its DIFFERENT.
and if i threaten to resign, i might have the entire network of members, plus colleagues from indonesia asking me to stay, to really STAY and not reconsider. STUPID STUPID GAL!!!
seriously, maybe i should just resign.
though my leave has been approved.
and i'm used to doing these stuff.
maybe greener pastures would be good.
give myself another go at other jobs.
maybe she's alright,
but i just dun like her.
ha if that's the case then she should stay,
i'll leave. *blah*
Sunday, May 15, 2005
| My Prezzie from [Him] |
p.s you can link it up to the bigger version here and right-click to start playing the flash
Enjoy!!!
Friday, May 13, 2005
| Friday the 13th, My Anniversary? |
yes as a matter of fact, today is the actual day which marks the 4th year of our love. 4 years ago on this very day, [he] asked me to be [his], and i became [his] girl. everything that happened on that day is still replaying clearly in my head, i never regretted loving [him].
i dunno what i can buy [you].
i dunno what i can make [you].
i dunno what else i can do to mark our 4th anniversary,
except that i'll stay by [you], no matter what.
and this post pledges my commitment to [you].
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i know this is kinda off but there's this little girl, who is SO adorable! she's one of the aunties' granddaughter and she's only 2 and a half. they came by today and i was playing with her, she's SO chubby and cute!!!
::wanna pinch her chubby chubby cheeks!::
::she kept wanting to sit on my lap, hee::
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ok and i know how even off this will sound, but i've got 2 tongue twisters from the New Paper today. the article made me laugh and tried these tongue twisters over and over again. ha! here, go on, try it!
tongue twister number one:
She stood on the balcony inexplicably mimicking him hicupping but amicably welcoming him in,
tongue twister number two:
Amidst the mists and coldest frosts,
with barest wrists and stoutest boasts,
he thrusts his fists against the posts
and still insists he sees the ghosts.
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and this is even more off but wth? i'm pms-ing, i'm gonna bleed like real soon, i have a madhouse seminar tomorrow night and i might be cramping by then! i'm hungry and i'm tired because i'm still at work at this time. the only consolation is that [my love] is coming straight from camp to get me. *wide grinz*
i dunno what i can buy [you].
i dunno what i can make [you].
i dunno what else i can do to mark our 4th anniversary,
except that i'll stay by [you], no matter what.
and this post pledges my commitment to [you].
-----------------
i know this is kinda off but there's this little girl, who is SO adorable! she's one of the aunties' granddaughter and she's only 2 and a half. they came by today and i was playing with her, she's SO chubby and cute!!!
::wanna pinch her chubby chubby cheeks!::
::she kept wanting to sit on my lap, hee::
-------------------
ok and i know how even off this will sound, but i've got 2 tongue twisters from the New Paper today. the article made me laugh and tried these tongue twisters over and over again. ha! here, go on, try it!
tongue twister number one:
She stood on the balcony inexplicably mimicking him hicupping but amicably welcoming him in,
tongue twister number two:
Amidst the mists and coldest frosts,
with barest wrists and stoutest boasts,
he thrusts his fists against the posts
and still insists he sees the ghosts.
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and this is even more off but wth? i'm pms-ing, i'm gonna bleed like real soon, i have a madhouse seminar tomorrow night and i might be cramping by then! i'm hungry and i'm tired because i'm still at work at this time. the only consolation is that [my love] is coming straight from camp to get me. *wide grinz*
Thursday, May 12, 2005
| Celebration of Our Love |
::weren't we just adorable when we were lil???::
::celebrating 4 years of our love::
| Last Night |
the dinner at jack's place was good.
the steak cooked at medium was lovely.
the power punch fruit juice with apple and honeymelon was delightful.
clubbing with lady boss and uncle mu for the first time was cool.
drinking tequila pop for the first time was an experience.
seeing them try lamboguinea (i have no idea how to spell that!) for the first time - hard liquor with fire, i was impressed.
BUT drinking was never my kinda fun.
dancing the night away at mambo, i felt relieved.
a new friend, an old friend, both i had fun chatting with.
the music was good,
the handsign was funny,
i had a hard time catching up with 'em.
waiting for his love to appear with her new boyfriend,
i almost wanted to wake him up and welcome him back into reality.
2 years ago, i would have encouraged you to wait on,
but now, don't waste your time, she ain't worth it anymore.
as the night grew darker,
my body felt weaker,
i knew i had to leave.
waved goodbye to the night,
i hailed myself a cab.
so long peeps!
only thing missing last night was [YOU]!!!
the steak cooked at medium was lovely.
the power punch fruit juice with apple and honeymelon was delightful.
clubbing with lady boss and uncle mu for the first time was cool.
drinking tequila pop for the first time was an experience.
seeing them try lamboguinea (i have no idea how to spell that!) for the first time - hard liquor with fire, i was impressed.
BUT drinking was never my kinda fun.
dancing the night away at mambo, i felt relieved.
a new friend, an old friend, both i had fun chatting with.
the music was good,
the handsign was funny,
i had a hard time catching up with 'em.
waiting for his love to appear with her new boyfriend,
i almost wanted to wake him up and welcome him back into reality.
2 years ago, i would have encouraged you to wait on,
but now, don't waste your time, she ain't worth it anymore.
as the night grew darker,
my body felt weaker,
i knew i had to leave.
waved goodbye to the night,
i hailed myself a cab.
so long peeps!
only thing missing last night was [YOU]!!!
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
| Secret |
a secret resided in my heart for a long time,
denied the make-believe,
stopped anything from happening,
i'm glad i finally decided to tell you the truth.
he came, unassumingly captivated my heart.
he came, unknowingly led me on.
he came, unintentionally gave me feelings.
i hid, i denied, i concealed, i lied.
i protected, i guarded, i prevented, i avoided.
i couldn't, i shouldn't, i wouldn't, i didn't.
[you] loved, [you] pampered, [you] adored, [you] doted, [you] gave.
the best, the most, EVERYTHING.
i didn't have enough reason to leave [you].
i didn't have enough reason to stop loving [you].
i didn't have enough reason to ruin my happiness.
a test, a trial, a rocky path, temptation.
bad period, worst times, suspicious minds.
tears, honesty, sincerity, LOVE.
couldn't bear to see [you] cry,
couldn't bear to see [you] upset,
couldn't bear to see [your] heart shatter into pieces,
believe me, i'll mend it back.
[you] said, "although [your] heart was shattered, it wasn't broken."
tears fell uncontrollably.
the love, [YOUR] love for me,
how could i?
ashamed, afraid, guilty.
acceptance, assurance, declaration, affirmation.
i hope [you] won't regret,
because i know i wouldn't.
a confession just before our 4th anniversary,
to make sure [you'd] still want me.
[you] accepted, [you] forgave.
only one word - TOUCHED.
our promise, our commitment, our love.
faith, trust and God's help.
i wanna walk down the church aisle,
dressed in a pretty white gown,
with [you] waiting at the altar stretching out [your] hand to me.
*My Fairy Tale*
~To Thee I Bestow~
Lim Te Zhong Daniel
13th May 2001
denied the make-believe,
stopped anything from happening,
i'm glad i finally decided to tell you the truth.
he came, unassumingly captivated my heart.
he came, unknowingly led me on.
he came, unintentionally gave me feelings.
i hid, i denied, i concealed, i lied.
i protected, i guarded, i prevented, i avoided.
i couldn't, i shouldn't, i wouldn't, i didn't.
[you] loved, [you] pampered, [you] adored, [you] doted, [you] gave.
the best, the most, EVERYTHING.
i didn't have enough reason to leave [you].
i didn't have enough reason to stop loving [you].
i didn't have enough reason to ruin my happiness.
a test, a trial, a rocky path, temptation.
bad period, worst times, suspicious minds.
tears, honesty, sincerity, LOVE.
couldn't bear to see [you] cry,
couldn't bear to see [you] upset,
couldn't bear to see [your] heart shatter into pieces,
believe me, i'll mend it back.
[you] said, "although [your] heart was shattered, it wasn't broken."
tears fell uncontrollably.
the love, [YOUR] love for me,
how could i?
ashamed, afraid, guilty.
acceptance, assurance, declaration, affirmation.
i hope [you] won't regret,
because i know i wouldn't.
a confession just before our 4th anniversary,
to make sure [you'd] still want me.
[you] accepted, [you] forgave.
only one word - TOUCHED.
our promise, our commitment, our love.
faith, trust and God's help.
i wanna walk down the church aisle,
dressed in a pretty white gown,
with [you] waiting at the altar stretching out [your] hand to me.
*My Fairy Tale*
~To Thee I Bestow~
Lim Te Zhong Daniel
13th May 2001
Monday, May 09, 2005
| Issit Pure Stupidity Or What? |
i've been trying not to talk about the new gal but i just couldn't bear to be silent, therefore i've decided, am still gonna blog about it just to provide some entertainment. *lolz*
alright, i'm mean, but i DO NOT care anymore. i might as well blog it out or my blood vessels might get really conjested and i might die of a heart-attack! getting angry and being frustrated is very harmful to my health. AND, i'm PMS-ing, so like it just adds on and i'm SO gonna explode soon!
i gave her very specific instructions today knowing how well she's slow and stupid after she finally admitted to her inability. not that i despise her or what, but if she had been honest right from the start, we wouldn't be in this tensed situation now. and how on earth would i know if she's speaking the truth or not? she's always twisting the facts, i find her credibity a question.
so as i was saying, i gave her very specific instructions to go to the storeroom to get something for me. the instruction went as follows:
yours truly: go to the storeroom, and bring me the two most colorful paperbags. its the biggest paperbags you can find in there. ok?
her: ok.
i repeated the above at least three times, knowing how long she takes to absorb. so when she finally said ok, i thought she got it. guess i was wrong. any idea what she brought out instead? any takers? i'll be nice and let you in on this.
she came out, brought along with her 2 mooncake paperbags which were just red and white in color!!! does this sound very colorful to you??? well not to me. i was speechless, i asked her to walk with me to the storeroom, still holding on to the white and red mooncake paperbags. i pointed to the colorful paperbags, and asked her:
"between this and that, which looks more colorful to you?"
she kept quiet, and i just want to DIE!!!
now let me ask you, is she just dumb or dumb??? i've concluded, she's DUMB!
OMG!!! what have i done to deserve this? AND i just received a call from this job agency, and i have lotsa job offerings, but i declined, why was i SO STUPID??? i should have said ok, gimme a month. argh!!! see, i've been influenced and have thus became stupid-er too!
AND. this is pretty common sense too. let me ask you: which side should the stamp be on an envelope? right or left? even a primary 3 year old can tell you its the RIGHT side! why doesn't she know? can i blame her for not knowing? can i blame her for never posting a single letter or card in her entire life living here in singapore??? can i blame her for acting dumb and for asking stupid questions? i answered her, told her it was the right side, and then shot her back this question to make her feel even stupid-er: you never post a single letter before in your whole life huh? how can you not know? DUH!
BITE me! i'm on the verge of suicide. she ain't worth my anger and frustration. she makes me ill. the disgusting color of her hair, and the sick smell of her shampoo sends dizzy spells to my head. she keeps looking and observing me, like WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM???!!! STOP LOOKING AT ME!!! she even changed her handphone to the same model as mine?! thank God her's is the UGLY SILVER one. but HULLO, WASSUP man?! we DO NOT have to be identical sisters! YOU are GROSSING me OUT!!! the minute i saw her handphone, i had a sudden urge to smash my red one, but then i thought, why should i? i should SMASH YOURS, NOT MINE!!! my RED one is ALOT PRETTIER than YOUR UGLY SILVER ONE!!!!!!
seriously, i should STOP giving her attention. she's probably just seeking attention.
HEY YOU: if you think this is fun, we'll wait and see. i can be EXTREMELY sarcastic and be VERY VERBALLY ABUSIVE so DO NOT mess with me! if you do, you'll wish you were NEVER BORN!
alright, i'm mean, but i DO NOT care anymore. i might as well blog it out or my blood vessels might get really conjested and i might die of a heart-attack! getting angry and being frustrated is very harmful to my health. AND, i'm PMS-ing, so like it just adds on and i'm SO gonna explode soon!
i gave her very specific instructions today knowing how well she's slow and stupid after she finally admitted to her inability. not that i despise her or what, but if she had been honest right from the start, we wouldn't be in this tensed situation now. and how on earth would i know if she's speaking the truth or not? she's always twisting the facts, i find her credibity a question.
so as i was saying, i gave her very specific instructions to go to the storeroom to get something for me. the instruction went as follows:
yours truly: go to the storeroom, and bring me the two most colorful paperbags. its the biggest paperbags you can find in there. ok?
her: ok.
i repeated the above at least three times, knowing how long she takes to absorb. so when she finally said ok, i thought she got it. guess i was wrong. any idea what she brought out instead? any takers? i'll be nice and let you in on this.
she came out, brought along with her 2 mooncake paperbags which were just red and white in color!!! does this sound very colorful to you??? well not to me. i was speechless, i asked her to walk with me to the storeroom, still holding on to the white and red mooncake paperbags. i pointed to the colorful paperbags, and asked her:
"between this and that, which looks more colorful to you?"
she kept quiet, and i just want to DIE!!!
now let me ask you, is she just dumb or dumb??? i've concluded, she's DUMB!
OMG!!! what have i done to deserve this? AND i just received a call from this job agency, and i have lotsa job offerings, but i declined, why was i SO STUPID??? i should have said ok, gimme a month. argh!!! see, i've been influenced and have thus became stupid-er too!
AND. this is pretty common sense too. let me ask you: which side should the stamp be on an envelope? right or left? even a primary 3 year old can tell you its the RIGHT side! why doesn't she know? can i blame her for not knowing? can i blame her for never posting a single letter or card in her entire life living here in singapore??? can i blame her for acting dumb and for asking stupid questions? i answered her, told her it was the right side, and then shot her back this question to make her feel even stupid-er: you never post a single letter before in your whole life huh? how can you not know? DUH!
BITE me! i'm on the verge of suicide. she ain't worth my anger and frustration. she makes me ill. the disgusting color of her hair, and the sick smell of her shampoo sends dizzy spells to my head. she keeps looking and observing me, like WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM???!!! STOP LOOKING AT ME!!! she even changed her handphone to the same model as mine?! thank God her's is the UGLY SILVER one. but HULLO, WASSUP man?! we DO NOT have to be identical sisters! YOU are GROSSING me OUT!!! the minute i saw her handphone, i had a sudden urge to smash my red one, but then i thought, why should i? i should SMASH YOURS, NOT MINE!!! my RED one is ALOT PRETTIER than YOUR UGLY SILVER ONE!!!!!!
seriously, i should STOP giving her attention. she's probably just seeking attention.
HEY YOU: if you think this is fun, we'll wait and see. i can be EXTREMELY sarcastic and be VERY VERBALLY ABUSIVE so DO NOT mess with me! if you do, you'll wish you were NEVER BORN!
| Fourth Anniversary Part Two |
::final collage of pics::
all in all, we had a lovely time catching up during our short R&R. 4 years didn't come easy, we've had our bad days, quarrels and fights, but still we stood strong, because of the one promise we first made.
~To Thee I Bestow~
Thursday, May 05, 2005
| Fouth Anniversary Part One |
after my previous post of non-stop explosion, i am in a better mood to blog about my lovely weekend stay at Conrad Centennial Singapore. actually, i have more pictures than words to post, so enjoy!
::right after church::
::[he] just had to stop me for a shot::
::[him]::
after church, we had lunch at our favourite coffeeshop where they specialise in Big Prawn Noodles. *yumz* then, we headed down to Suntec where we just wanted to 'blow aircon'. *lolz*
::@ Suntec's Sky Garden::
::i like this fountain, i think its lovely!::
::still so in love after 4 years::
::[he] kept stopping me for shots!::
::yet another one::
::then biscuit called me up for a gossip session leaving my poor boy alone taking all those very artistic shots::
time for check-in @ 2pm, we headed straight to Conrad where it was the start of our 2-day stay, total relaxation.
::just had too many pics i had to consolidate them in a collage::
i have more pics on the way, but i just have to show you my little gift from the hotel first:
::ain't it cute?! aaaaawwwwwww::
watch this space for MORE pictures! *winkz*
::right after church::
::[he] just had to stop me for a shot::
::[him]::
after church, we had lunch at our favourite coffeeshop where they specialise in Big Prawn Noodles. *yumz* then, we headed down to Suntec where we just wanted to 'blow aircon'. *lolz*
::@ Suntec's Sky Garden::
::i like this fountain, i think its lovely!::
::still so in love after 4 years::
::[he] kept stopping me for shots!::
::yet another one::
::then biscuit called me up for a gossip session leaving my poor boy alone taking all those very artistic shots::
time for check-in @ 2pm, we headed straight to Conrad where it was the start of our 2-day stay, total relaxation.
::just had too many pics i had to consolidate them in a collage::
i have more pics on the way, but i just have to show you my little gift from the hotel first:
::ain't it cute?! aaaaawwwwwww::
watch this space for MORE pictures! *winkz*
| Frustration |
where do i start when i have LOADS of stuff to write/complain/explode??? the main thing on my mind right now is the STUPID NEW GAL in my office! she is DUMB, STUPID, SLOW, what else you wanna know about her?
she's 18, just completed the big 'O's, has barely any working experience, and has a 15 year old boyfriend!!!??? yah i know i know, pathetic. she's SHORT, has BIG BOOBS, has a 29 YEAR OLD guy chasing after her, hasn't even been on a date with the 29 year old guy and yet she can't decide if she should leave her current 15 year old boyfriend to be with this 29 year old guy. but that's beside the point. bottomline is: she's DUMB.
she doesn't know how:
1. to use the telephone and therefore do not know how to make outgoing calls(hello, its just a normal office phone?! DUH!)
2. to operate an idiert-proof database
3. use the touch-sensor mouse on a laptop
4. doesn't know how use a laptop without a mouse
5. to use a super user-friendly photocopier
6. to operate a powerpoint slideshow without a mouse
7. to read the word MERGE
i mean like comon, the simplest task and she cannot do, then what is her purpose of working here? instead of helping me, she's adding on to my workload! as it is, i'm already doing TWO persons work, now that she's here, its THREE! why issit that bosses can't see that she's simply NOT suitable for this job?
its not that i dun wanna give her a chance, its not that i am mean, its not that i'm too fierce and that she doesn't dare to ask me questions. i dun wanna belittle anyone, but let's face it, some people just ain't suitable for certain jobs. my job is SO idiert-proof you know, any normal primary six student can do it, i dun understand why she can't?!
maybe she's trying too hard. personally, i dun like her, and i dun wanna ever be friends with her. we're just of a totally different wavelength, we CANNOT CONNECT. even if we could, i DUN WANT to. maybe its body chemistry, its just absolutely PAINFUL to talk to her and to look at her. its INSUFFERABLE to even sit on the same table to have lunch with her! i just dun like her and i feel very repulsive towards her.
note: if YOU ever find my blog and read this post, PLEASE get the HINT and LEAVE!!!
period.
she's 18, just completed the big 'O's, has barely any working experience, and has a 15 year old boyfriend!!!??? yah i know i know, pathetic. she's SHORT, has BIG BOOBS, has a 29 YEAR OLD guy chasing after her, hasn't even been on a date with the 29 year old guy and yet she can't decide if she should leave her current 15 year old boyfriend to be with this 29 year old guy. but that's beside the point. bottomline is: she's DUMB.
she doesn't know how:
1. to use the telephone and therefore do not know how to make outgoing calls(hello, its just a normal office phone?! DUH!)
2. to operate an idiert-proof database
3. use the touch-sensor mouse on a laptop
4. doesn't know how use a laptop without a mouse
5. to use a super user-friendly photocopier
6. to operate a powerpoint slideshow without a mouse
7. to read the word MERGE
i mean like comon, the simplest task and she cannot do, then what is her purpose of working here? instead of helping me, she's adding on to my workload! as it is, i'm already doing TWO persons work, now that she's here, its THREE! why issit that bosses can't see that she's simply NOT suitable for this job?
its not that i dun wanna give her a chance, its not that i am mean, its not that i'm too fierce and that she doesn't dare to ask me questions. i dun wanna belittle anyone, but let's face it, some people just ain't suitable for certain jobs. my job is SO idiert-proof you know, any normal primary six student can do it, i dun understand why she can't?!
maybe she's trying too hard. personally, i dun like her, and i dun wanna ever be friends with her. we're just of a totally different wavelength, we CANNOT CONNECT. even if we could, i DUN WANT to. maybe its body chemistry, its just absolutely PAINFUL to talk to her and to look at her. its INSUFFERABLE to even sit on the same table to have lunch with her! i just dun like her and i feel very repulsive towards her.
note: if YOU ever find my blog and read this post, PLEASE get the HINT and LEAVE!!!
period.
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