| Kind |

being kind is the one thing i regret BIG time now i tell you. never take advantage of people's kindness, if that's one thing you dunno, let me tell you now.

i took pity on you.
with only an 'o' level cert,
where else would have given you another chance?
how many chances have i given you already?
how many times have you screwed that up?
its idiert-proof and still you fumble.
its so simple and yet you have troubles following orders.
i'm not the boss here, but hullo, you're suppose to be helping me?
i thought saturday was your last day,
i was happy.
but i saw how sad you looked and thought maybe i could give you another chance.
guess i was wrong. BIG time.
why dun you know how to cherish what is given you?
what is in that brain of yours?
what issit that you keep thinking of that you're not concentrating here?
after announcing to the whole world that saturday was her last day,
she's still here.
when asked why, she said "boss's mother asked me to stay. bosses also asked me to stay." OMG, what are you??? you've been here barely a fortnight and you have like the biggest shots asking you to stay?! are you sure that's the case or were they just asking because you looked too pathetic beyond words??? must be the latter. and for your info, reconsidering does not equate to asking you to stay. its DIFFERENT.
and if i threaten to resign, i might have the entire network of members, plus colleagues from indonesia asking me to stay, to really STAY and not reconsider. STUPID STUPID GAL!!!

seriously, maybe i should just resign.
though my leave has been approved.
and i'm used to doing these stuff.
maybe greener pastures would be good.
give myself another go at other jobs.
maybe she's alright,
but i just dun like her.
ha if that's the case then she should stay,
i'll leave. *blah*