| New Favourite |

ok, my new favourite store now has got to be River Island

this lil brand came outta nowhere and took yours truly by storm. alright, maybe i'm exaggerating BUT while i was waiting for the boyfriend to turn up for our last class of the semester just now (he's always late btw), i went in to shop and saw like so many pretty clothes!

oh how i wish i could buy 'em all but its freaking expensive!

and despite it being the GSS now, this store is totally nett throughout. *argh

anywayz, so i bought one for work. hehehe and i'm gonna get the boyfriend to get another to redeem himself for being late. ha!

| Batam |

my long overdue batam trip post!

if my memory didn't fail me, this trip was suppose to be in celebration for V-day. and its already May now. hmmmm...

oh well, better late than never!


::@ the ferry terminal early early in the morning - check out the boyfriend's eyes::


::when it was finally time to board the ferry which took us less than an hour::


::when we first touched batam soil::


::the first sight of the hotel resort room::


::view from the top::


::this was the-most prestigious room, a stand-alone and the honours went to kor's parents *muahahaha::


::it's even got a lil balcony overlooking the sea::


::anything to do with nature and you'll see this handsign from the boyfriend::


::as for me, i'll just be enjoying the break from the urban life::


::but at the end of the day, i guess i'll have to agree with him - the handsign!::


::we went for a short go-kart session after exploring the resort::


::another shot, another view @ the go-kart::


::we wanted to try our hands at beach volleyball but flopped very badly because all 3 of us were just too dainty and afraid our hands will be sored =p::

and yes i know i'm fat, so what are you gonna do about it? *snorts


::so we decided a dip in the waters would be a better choice for princesses like us::


:: somewhere in the middle the boyfriend wanted to be romantic...::


::...and take pics of yours truly again!::


::finally, the night came and by this pic, we had already finished our very "romantic" dinner::


::the night came and left and we had to say goodbye and hello again to the real world =(::

it was a good short trip - too short if you ask me. but it was all the break we needed after struggling and rushing with the semesters.

after this semester is done in june, we'll take another break, definitely.

| Eye -Candy |

some eye-candy for you in the meanwhile! this was @ elicia and michael's wedding some time back.

i'm just bored now...can't wait to finish this final ASSignment and study for exams!!!


::the boyfriend & i @ elicia's wedding::


::the three of us who were her jie-meis and didn't quite enjoy it *pouts::

| Take Heart |

so much has been going on lately and my heart is almost dead. but thank the Lord for all the kind souls He's planted along the way in my life to lift me up when i feel so down.

loving the unlovable. that's something i've yet to learn.

i know how Jesus must be gently whispering in my ear telling me how to love, and in all my sanity, i know how i should forgive and love, but it isn't always easy.

again i get the blame for people's reluctances and inadequacies. even the people dearest to me chide me. my big brother told me that Jesus was a target-board for blame too and that cheered me up - to know that whatever i'm facing right now, Jesus has gone through it before too.

God sees, Jesus sees, how much i've to struggle coming back to this home everyday after work or school.

i wanna work things out but how can i when people cannot even hold decent conversations with you and start raising their voices?

and even though i shouldn't doubt the extent of their love for me, this incident, like all past incidents have gotten me to think, if they still love me as before? if they still love all of us equally? because i just can't seem to feel it anymore.

take heart, Jesus knows, and that's all that matters.

| Waived |

oh, blogger is finally up and running! its been having all those funny error message thingy all over the screen for quite some time now.

anyway, guess what?

my summon of $50.00 got waived off!!!

my letter of appeal got thru to them and i'm SO happy! *lalalala

| Dashed |

further to the boyfriend's post on "wonderful recovery surprise", i am totally stubbed by how the army works.

we had all these wonderful plans for the day @ vivo and i had been looking forward to it. we were gonna play our game, eat, shop, take pictures and stuff. and now its all dashed!

i hate the army. i really do!

BUT yes, i guess part of the recovery surprise was already in the room by the time i woke up from my afternoon nap.

| To-Do |

i've been craving for the loyang point fish bee hoon since forever!!! went there last night and it was already closed, i hope it'll be open when i go at approximately 10 minutes from this post.

i have so many things on my mind which i wanna do when i finish this semester.

*sigh

i've really neglected my life.

its alright.

when i'm back from lunch or later today, i shall post it the list of to-do up here. at least it'll brighten my day and give me more motivation to finish up this ASSignment.

| Stuck |

i'm lost.

keep getting stuck at competitive advantage and i have no way and no idea how to move forward.

i've been at it the whole morning, come on girl, do me proud!