| Organisations |

i feel so bullied at work and its making me so damn bloody pissed off i feel like killing someone.

i'm gonna buy a punching bag soon.

politics in the office again. it gets worse when you are in a bigger organisation.

true, there's nothing wrong with my present office computer except that its the super out-dated windows 98 version with no cd-rom or sound, cannot read my thumbdrive (no wait i think mine is a flashdrive but anyway...) and always hangs on me whenever i open too many applications at a time. what sort of lousy computer is that in the first place you tell me? and not to mention its 6 years old!

so my boss said i could request for a new one provided its approved by all the various channels of authority including my GM and CEO. i did exactly as told, told sucha sweet story of my justification as to why i needed a new one and it got approved.

but the IT guy, this super retarded idiert who's always had a problem with people requesting for new computers and getting it approved, pretended like he never saw my requisition form when i asked him last week. (i suspect he secretly throws away people's requisition forms or pretends it goes missing, because the people who's ever requested for it never ever get their new computers!)

strange isn't it?

but this time round, i still manged to get my new computer and it was delivered to my office today.

because he wasn't able to stop the purchase, he is delibrately stalling time in setting up the new PC. what a downright asshole! seriously.

and you know what his reply was when i asked when his next trip to my branch is?

"oh i'm very busy these few days. i have to set up for 2 other managers. because they are big shots, i have to do for them first. for you, have to wait lah."

oh the nerve of this guy!

i felt like grabbing him through the phone and plucking every single strand of his pathetic hair out!

how can anyone be so mean? how can anyone talk to somebody else like that?
its sssoooooo rude lor and i'm highly frustrated.

i may be a nobody now, but i won't be like this forever. wait till i get my degree and the sky will be the limits man. i may even be your boss someday. what goes up must come down, so dun ever belittle anyone.

there's something called karma.

i will definitely grow and move outta this hell, watch me.

"Be nice to people on your way up, you might just meet them on your way down."

| New Girlfriend |

the boyfriend has a new girlfriend. *screams her name is WORK.

he spends majority of his day with her you see, but he's only got to know her for only just awhile.

she takes up alot of his time, and doesn't let him go after office hours. even on alternate saturdays, he spends more than half the day with her. it makes me feel neglected and unwanted sometimes i hate her sssssoooooo much!!!

i will confront her one of these days and trash things out with her for always hounding the boyfriend. he's mine, so HANDS OFF!

| Dreaming |

*sigh

what channels of distribution?
what use of processes in the extended marketing mix?

i'm SSSSSOOOOOOOO tired of answering all these questions.

i'm so going for retail therapy on friday when i hand in my final assignment.

all the shopping malls out there, you better make way for yours truly!!!

*muahahahahahahahahahahahaha

now back to work please. *pui

| Solitude or Contradiction? |

before i embark on my ASSignment for the night, i just wanna say that this blog will always be my solitude.

and my wireless mouse is outta batteries again.

that's beside the point but, i just figured i can never really let my thoughts be known to people except through writing. writing seems to be my only outlet.

and yet when i have a 3,500 and 3,000 word assignment staring at my face, i'm lost for words.

indeed, i am a walking contradiction.

| Like it! |

i know this is kinda off to say in the middle of the night but i just like my current blogskin to bits because it was made by the boyfriend!!!

muahahahahaha! =p

*ASSignment mulling in process

| Studies |

should have known better that being in one of the group of eight universities meant a certain degree of standard. should have known better that the guy meant it when he said "the univerisity's standards will not be compromised" during our orientation.

now i truly understand and am beginning to wonder if my choice of university was a mistake.

after all, juggling work and studies meant lesser time for research and sadly, research forms the bulk of our assignment preparation.

just got back one of the two assignments handed up earlier, and the results sucked.

and right now, despite the low morale, i have to find ways to motivate myself in order to finish up the final assignments before deadline in the next 10 days.

i'm sssssooooo extremely tired.

3500 words + 3000 words = 7500 words.

"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" - Phillipians 4:13

Father give me strength.

| Finally...Some Pics |

::the couple::


::my family in the act of spreading some love hee=p::


::us with the lil ones @ the church::

| Weddings |

weddings aren't easy.

i totally peng san after the big sista's wedding.

being part of the bridal shower (jie mei) making fun of the groom, being her real sister, following her wherever she went, being the receptionist at church and at dinner (but i skipped the dinner one because i had to race back to sengkang to find the groom's missing dinner suit but turned out it was at our house?!), being her bridesmaid (yah and we were like real maids lor) taking care of her needs like touching up for her and making sure she's well hydrated etc, the second sista even had to dress her up every time she had to change her gown, walking down the aisle in that freaking tight gown which i couldn't breathe in and not being able to eat much for the first half of the day because given the tight gown, my tummy would definitely show. *phew

by the time we finally made it to the night dinner, my hair was in a total mess. and the camera's batt all went flat, thus explains most of the pics at tea ceremony and the church wedding.

the photographer has the entire collection by the way, but for him to develop the hundreds of photos taken would take him awhile. so i guess i can only show you whatever we have first. =)

was totally blur like sotong before the big day, but now that i've been through it, anyone who wants me part of their jie mei team, you just have to ask. =)

speaking of which i have another friend's wedding at the end of this year. and maybe my second sista is gonna get married too, if she gets her house of course.

me? nah, not yet.

| My Only Christmas Picture |

...last year in 2006 *lalalala....