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i made a new discovery this morning - i HATE men.

especially FAT USELESS men.

and the boyfriend too, but i'll come to that in awhile.

so that fat pig was standing there, at where we slide our cards doing a bloody spot check and of all days, i was late this morning. for 3 minutes. DAMMIT!

he gave sarcastic remarks. like what is your bloody problem?!

you're fat and have nothing better to do than to stand there with a stupid notebook and write down the names of all who were late. like for what? you'll get some award for rubbing the balls of the GM? NOT!!!!!! just leave that to the HR department.

and because of that FAT PIG, i skipped breakfast and now i'm all hungry and frustrated and i just wanted to complain to the boyfriend but he also had to piss the shit outta me.

you were in the train, i know.
you can't hear that well, in or out of a train, i know that too.
but if you failed to catch what i said previously, ask me to repeat.
DUN pretend like you heard because i had already finished with that topic and moved to a new topic and you were STILL at the previous topic.

ARGH

and does any of the boyfriends out there use vulgarity on their girls? whom they profess to love and whom they are willing to die for while protecting them?

why does MY boyfriend use vulgarity on ME?

should i still stay with a guy like that?
who is unable to hold his tongue in his fury???

i'm so mad. a hungry girl is an angry girl.

you know because of the bloody haze, i haven't been sleeping well. i just can't seem to have a good night's rest anymore. i'd wake up in the middle of the night or have problems falling asleep altogether and thus i haven't been able to wake up early and get to work on time.

i can't help it!!!!!!!!!!!

the bloody haze is lowering our producitivity rate here in singapore.

and so what if you had the runs this morning. its just your second day of work. i have been in the working society for the past 2 years and even if i have the runs and/or painful cramps in the morning, i STILL come to work. so dun complain, i officially welcome you to REALITY.

this morning has been bad. i can't imagine later.