| Bonus..NOT |

news of my company's bonus is out, and after everyone heard the news, we all have no more mood to work, and would rather be on leave.

they say its so because then we wouldn't have to go through the 'axe'.

and now, we even have to pay back the company, and its much worse for me because my bonus is pro-rated, and thus i would get lesser, but pay back more.

some time in december last year, we all got a portion of the bonus, it was a thousand dollars. and now that the percentage for the bonus has somewhat been finalised, i would have to return this one thousand dollars AND they still have to cut part of my pay.

what kinda rubbish?!

they say if we can pull through this year, next year's bonus would be even more.

yeah right, i so love to believe them.

but what about now? they say the company will deduct through 2 instalments, so i'll practically be living on peanuts, fresh air and water.

how can this company do this? how can you expect your employees to throw up all those money after having given them and having them spent it all?!

i regret taking that one thousand, though there wasn't much of a choice, still if we hadn't taken then, we wouldn't have to repay now.

how LC can they get? talk about next year, i wouldn't even know if i'd still wanna carry on here. i dun get no satisfaction or accomplishment here, why would i wanna stay anyway?

*sigh

there goes my short trip.