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so i finally changed my blogskin into something that's more alive, at least its got more vibrant colors now.

colors do play a part don't they?

anyway, to all my friends out there. thank you. you guys made me feel this blog is still read by people like you who care for me. =)

i'm fine, we're fine.

no doubt it was a bad quarrel. but it was a quarrel so bad that i got violent. it was a quarrel so bad that he wanted to abandon it all.

i dunno.

i'm feeling like super paranoid and negative now and his mother's words are starting to flash back. she went to a fortune teller and this is what the fortune teller said: that he would run into tao hua jie at the ages of 28 and 30, and both with rich women.
(tao hua jie in english means "unlucky love" encounters or something to the likes)

i'm devastated.

*sigh

you see that's the reason why God doesn't encourage us to have our fortune told, even if whatever we heard were untrue, our constant fear and thoughts about it would actually turn it into self-fulfilling prophesy.

anyway.

my big sis and kor left for aussie last friday and in order not to cry, i decided not to blog about it until now. it was ok. i figured we're getting stronger and getting used to the fact that she has to go and come back and go and come back. but like i said, this time when she comes back, she'll be getting married and that alone is enough to take away all those sadness. hmmm.