::alone again::

i'm back to being alone alone after sending my boyfriend back to camp last night. to make things more unbearable, i'm having a sore throat because i caught a cold, i'm sick again! *pouts* my head is spinning and i don't feel like talking because i'm feeling all so weak in my body. and its raining again! *screaming* today is the first day of november, and my birthday party's in 20 days' time, and i haven't even confirmed the number of people attending because i've been too lazy to follow-up with them? *sigh*
just had laksa for lunch, and its so horrible because it tasted a little sour. and now i'm feeling so queazy in my stomach. why do i feel so lousy? like my boyfriend who was in the wilderness and who also constipated, i've been constipating as well. what is wrong? everything is wrong, everything seems so wrong, i haven't fallen ill for the longest of time, and now if i do, i know its gonna hit me real bad. *darn* guess i'll try to find something to occupy myself before i whine even more.