::booking in again::

sending him to the interchange for the second time after 4 weeks still made me cry. *sobs* maybe its because i'm pms-ing and therefore the high emotions but, the feeling was definitely lousy, and i feel so lonely once again. to make things worse, his supposedly half-a-day confinement next weekend might just burn up the whole weekend, making it yet another 2 weeks before i see him again. why must it always be fortnightly? why can't it be weekly? i'm extremely depressed right now, and this depression might just go on until my hormones go into a final rage before bursting. shan't explain the obvious. *sigh* once again, my heart feels so heavy, and every breath i take is with a sense of difficulty. my neck is still sprained even though its much better. i'm just whining and complaining coz that's what i usually do when i'm pms-ing, so just give in to me alright? i'll try not to pick any fight with anyone, and try not to fly into an unreasonable rage, i'll try not to cry unnecessarily and also not to snap at anyone. i shall try my very best to control this horrible varied group of physical and psychological symptoms, including abdominal bloating, headache, fatigue, irritability, anxiety, and depression, that occur from 2 to 7 days before the onset of menstruation and cease shortly after menses begins.