::sick::

i'm sick *sniff*, for the first time this year i think. i'm a relatively strong gal, and i hardly fall ill, and this time round was bad. because i didn't have my deardear to sayang me, he wasn't here physically with me to take care of me, just the sound of his voice to accompany me. so the doc said i'm down with fever and some throat infection known as tonsilitis. dunno how on earth did i get that kind of stuff but the doc said it was because of lack of rest and eating too much junk food *tongue sticking out*. alright i got the hint. i felt so horrible yesterday, i took half a day off and took a cab to the nearby clinic at my house. the feeling was so undescribable, i could only lie on my bed. i had no appetite, i was super tired and lethargic. i felt nauseous and i kept wanting to vomit, but i knew how puking would make things worse so i tried my best not to let it out. my body ached so badly i could hardly walk. so my mom made me some porridge, but i couldn't finish it because every now and then i just felt so horrible, i had to lie down. i've been given 2 days MC to rest, and that's what i've been doing. my throat still feels weird, its not the normal sore throat feeling, but something weirder. even opening my mouth to talk is painful for me, so i'm just keeping quiet. who is there for me to talk with anyway? except my dear who can only call me when he has free time.
alright, enough said. i shall continue my rest.