final post

final post of the day before i end work, i'm snacking on soft-shell crab as i'm blogging *feeling bloated, full and like a fat pig*. my boss gave me money, told me to go downstairs to isetan to get some nice soft-shell crab, prawns and fish coz the supermarket is having some kind of japanese food fair. and its really good. *thumbs up*
i'm looking forward for my movie which is in about 2 hours' time, and i'm wondering what we should have for dinner, hmmmm...*stressing over dinner again*
anywayz, i think i'm starting to have second thoughts about this job. because:
1. i have no job satisfaction. i mean, how satisfied can i be by just sitting here all day long and pretending to be busy when i'm actually freaking free and like blogging all day long?! but looking on the bright side, i'm getting paid for surfing the net. *evil laughter*
2. my bosses are nice people, but they are also quite afraid to let me do certain things like learning how to do certain reports from the database and everything has to be gone through by the lady boss. i'm a fast learner you know? if you're willing to teach me stuff, i can actually be of value to the company?
3. the marketing director from indonesia is a nice lady. but i guess she's a little old and takes some things for granted, but she's ok, really. but the bosses don't think so and they kinda like told us off for doing things for her? i mean like comon man, as the bosses, you guys should be the ones talking to her, and not telling us off. we are only puny staff in the company and you want us to be the ones to tell the marketing director off?! unbelievable! they always put me on the spot, just like the case with nicole. if you're unhappy with her performance, go tell her what you expect of her, why go through me? like as if i'm somebody big like that. and they made nicole misunderstand and think i'm some kind of bossy freak who throws her weight around?! madness. totally ruin my reputation and nearly caused a friendship.*sighz*