| Understanding |

thank you for waiting till this morning to text me. pity i couldn't read every word because of mobile incompatability.

that aside, i really didn't feel like coming to work today. for your information, working life ain't like a bed of roses, even in my ex-company where i may have enjoyed myself more than here, its not that happening. believe me. the minute you are out in this society, pple are mean, and they dun care if you're a fresh grad with or without knowledge or experience, they dun care.

no doubt you get paid, but you get paid because you earned it. all the shit, attitude, sarcasm, gossips and all the what-nots. now tell me, do i still deserve what i see on my pay slip at the end of every month?

i certainly do.

and now all i'm asking for is a break, a short trip, a holiday, to recharge my already drained soul. why can't you understand that? am i asking for alot? honestly?

if you had been faithfully saving and already have a decent amount in your bank, would your answer still be like last nights'?

i dun blame you knowing you weren't born with a silver spoon in your mouth, i know how things are at home for you. but all these that i'm asking for now are things you can jolly well give me, its absolutely within your means.

please understand, i really need to leave this place for a lil while.

and remember,

i deserve the best because i am worth every bit of it, and i will never settle for anything lesser.