| Goodbye |

effectively, yesterday was my last day at work. many people whom know me personally would actually support my decision and cheer me on. to these people, my deepest thanks.

it was abrupt, but i guess i saw it coming. if she had been able to just shut her mouth and not talk so much, everything would have been fine and i would probably be able to work on perhaps till next year. but that was not to be.

open confrontation was what happened.
she initiated it.

maybe you thought it was cool, but let me tell you, it was immature and childish. you are too young to handle anything, you CANNOT handle things. you made things so ugly, and conveniently gave me a chance to leave, so i took it. why not? i got nothing to lose. except that all the shit will be on you i guess.
and isn't the whole idea of your confrontation for me to leave?
or did you stupidly think it would clear things up?
if you really thought was the latter,
then you're really dumb.
i know you'll be reading this,
my whole office will probably be reading this,
but heck it, i dun give a damn anymore.
i'm outta that place,
i dun have to give you face.

you were never my friend,
you never gave me a reason to trust you.
from the way i saw it,
you were trying too hard to sow discord.
doesn't matter how hard you try to defend yourself,
i am entitled to my thoughts, my views, my perception.
you do not have a say in whatever i think about you,
got it?

the vibes i had about you right from the start was undeniably much.
i never understood what 'body chemistry' meant,
but now i do.

like i said,
i hope you're happy.
cos i am.
i've never been happier leaving that place.
not that the place is bad,
but because you were there, you made it suck.

do yourself a favor,
after this post,
do not ever come to my blog again.
you're NOT welcome here.
i dun want you to know anything about my life,
cos you're not part of it.
one thing i'll assure you,
i'll be alot better off than you like how i've always been, and also in the future.
and i want you to know,
after this post, i will forget you and how you look like,
and never think of you again.
it'll be as though you never came into my life.

to [insert name]:
you've been a great friend, really.
i'm very thankful to have you right from the start, along the way, and even to the end.
you've been a great help to me too,
and i appreciate your every gesture.
remember how i told you i would get over you?
i finally did it. and i had wanted to tell you the good news, but never had the chance.
you said if i ever did it, you'd want to know how.
its very easy, it was just a matter of making up your mind. like i made my decision, and i've never been happier. you always wished me happiness, and said to be happy no matter what i did. you made me realise that my happiness is being with daniel, not you. thank you for showing me that. to me, you'll always be that angel guarding me. thank you. i found my true happiness. i hope you'll find yours too. i'll just miss those car rides home, haha!

to bosses:
you guys have been great. working with you guys for the past one year was good, really good, until nicole left, and she came along. i guess the turning point was when the one interviewee i detested big time was your best choice. i tried my best to accomodate, i tried to teach her everything her mind could possibly absorb. but she wasn't such a fantastic student, in addition, her dishonesty made her credibility highly questionable. with regards to her, i have nothing else to say.
just that i'm sorrie i couldn't carry on helping you guys out. i would have carried on if she hadn't created such a scene yesterday. i reckon my departure would give everybody less tension, and perhaps a more peaceful working environment.
i want you guys to know that, i've given you my best in that one year. i hope that was enough. i wish you guys well, and i wish you guys success in your future endeavours. :)

and so, this ends another chapter of my life.

after getting off these off my chest, i can finally sleep. *yawnz*