| Ponders |

sometimes i wonder what is the point of working? for me, work is getting aimless. issit experience that we gain? is money our main motivator? what issit exactly that we are hoping to get outta our work? pay increment? bonus? promotion? beats me. *shrugz*

after working close to a year, i start to question the crux of working. money, the root of all evil, yet without it, its almost painful. i guess pple work for money, how many actually work for passion? what is passion when you need to eat and pay the bills? it's nothing when you talk about the practicalities of our high-living expenses in today's world.

pay day is the most satisfying day of the month. it becomes more gratifying when you are able to splurge on branded and expensive clothes, accessories, food, entertainment and the what-nots.
and yet you become almost depressed when you realised you're pretty close to your credit card's daily spending limit.

sigh.

in less than 2 hours, i had already signed my credit card for:
1. a diamond necklace
2. a morgan top and pants
3. biotherm's powder foundation
4. dinner at magic wok

and now i'm beginning to regret it.
yah, guess that's what i wanna say.