| Friendships |

all my life, i've tried to be as good a friend as i possibly could to others.
i don't dare claim success because i've been told i could never keep friends.
here and there, there will be some people who'd walk in and outta my life.
but who can i really call a friend?
issit someone who always calls you up to chat?
issit someone who makes it a point to chat with you on MSN or on YM?
issit someone who meets up with you once in a while?
issit someone who tries to believes you but can never really trust you?

i guess what i'm really trying to say is that,
friendships never fail to get me in a fix.
maybe its because i'd always had a soft spot for them.

friendship needs effort, and friendship takes two to clap.
friendship isn't one-sided, and most importantly, friends should always have the time to drop a simple note, even a simple 'hi' makes hellva difference.

if i had to betray someone in order to get both my good friends to believe me,
what good are those friendship?
there was never trust in the beginning, then how will the future be like?
its ok to take sides, i admit i did too.
but there was no trust, there was never trust.
once again, disappointment.

so now, i'll relinquish all hopes of friendship,
i'll never hope another friendship to last,
because i don't believe in friendships anymore,
except for Jesus' and mine.
He'll always be my best Friend.