so today my lady boss, noelle said she'll treat us for a movie, Ouijia Board. heh! i'm not exactly keen about it but i guess this will do. she's really sweet. knowing how upset i am with my family and that my boyfriend's not around, she knows i really need all the company and support i can get right now. and so she's offered to come to the movies with us. cool boss huh?
i guess i'm feeling much better today, even though i still tear whenever i think of my baby in there, not able to book-out for 2 weeks, and not able to talk to him half the time i don't see him. but i reckoned this is the only way for him to reach manhood, he indeed, grew stronger and firmer. and i'm real proud of him. *chuckling*
the only happiness i know of, is him by my side. i can't help but feel so helpless now that he's not around.
but my devotion today spoke of putting my hope in God, and it was real comforting to read the passage. how timely this piece of advice came! it talked about the prophet, Elijah, after experiencing a glorious victory over the prophets of Baal, but now his life was threatened by the king's wife, Jezebel. in fear, he ran into the wildeness and begged God to take his life. what he did was right. he went to God, the right source for help. God restored Elijah and provided for his needs, revealed Himself to Elijah and renewed his sense of purpose by giving him work to do. God brought hope to Elijah by reminding him that he's not alone (1 Kings 19:4-18). such amazing words spoke right into my heart. i should not despair, i should not feel hopeless, i should not feel helpless for i am not alone. i have a Saviour right here, always sliently watching, guiding and loving me. enlightenment once again, be blessed. "For I am the Lord , your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." Isaiah 41:13
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