*feels like i dunno you more and more
this phrase is currently on my FB wall and a friend quickly msn-ed me to check if i was ok. its people like these who warms you; makes you feel better. :)
its really nothing serious; just a random thought that maybe i never knew the fiancé as well as i thought i did.
is 9 years enough to know someone?
just yesterday on FB, he wished his pal's girlfriend/wife happy birthday without signing off as US since i know her too. and late last night on FB again, he posted pictures of a birthday celebration with his colleagues and was actually sitted next to a female colleague?!
that's not it.
what really affected me was the fact that he stayed up till 2am last night - with me in the room trying to sleep with my eye mask over and him furiously clicking his mouse and typing away - and all these while loading pictures of work?!
did he care about the fact that i was so shagged out after packing parcels - with no help from him at all if i may add - and that i'm a super light sleeper and the slightest sound or movement and it will disturb my sleep? NO!
that explains why i don't like his colleagues very much. most of them are females and are the sort that stay in the office till really late, and will call him on his mobile at 9-10pm to talk about work. they were also the same exact one(s) whom fell sick and refused to see a doctor and ended spreading the germs to him and then to me - imagine the close proximity they must have been in for the germs to even infect him? are these even normal work relationships or am i paranoid here??? do you see my male bosses and/or colleague calling me way after office hours talking about work or asking me if buying a cake for another female colleague is ok or not???!!!
i've had it.
either he learns how to draw a line between work and family or he can jolly well join them permanently as a SINGLE.
to the fiancé:
how many bad experiences do we need to witness before you learn how to behave yourself? already i am stressing out over many many things and you still look like you're good for more fun without me. i'm really disappointed.
2 comments:
It takes alot to even know ur own self then to even know somebody else. Don't take it too hard on urself and others, its like a psychological reaction. The more you push and the more reaction you will get but is it a positive one or a negative reaction you will be receiving?
Humans r all emotional and social being. There is a need to interact and explained to the other half what kind of life u wanna lead and past experience tells me that do not lingers on others mistake and forbidded urself from living the life you want otherwise you will also commit the same mistakes.
Give it a thought. sista.
thank you, whoever you are.
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