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Friday, March 03, 2006

| Why i Blog? |

was blog surfing after my second post and realised there are some blogs which i haven't been to for an awfully long time, and one was actually already closed.

it so sad closing down blogs after years of attachment.

i went to my dear's second blog - theboyacrossthestreet@blogspot (the first have been deleted and his final and third one is the current simplejunctionbox@blogspot) i was feeling highly emotional because he mentioned in passing, that he might stop blogging for good and i wonder why.

say, do you think there will ever come a day where i might say i wanna stop blogging too and thus close this blog of mine?

yeah, perhaps there isn't a rationale behind blogging after all but i'm highly affected by these closure.

for me, blogging equates to writing a diary, except that i dun really write with my hands, rather i type it out and publish it, making it public for the world to read about the on-goings of my life. and every word i've typed on this blog so far would be an exact replica of a written diary, say if i were to have one. but for many others, its just a cool thing since its the 'in' thing and since everyone has it, so will they. especially for those in their teens.

maybe i should close my blog too since i can't find an answer to blogging except that, i actually enjoy ranting and raving and complaining and grumbling big time.

what am i talking about?

my sisters have asked me before too, why i keep an online journal? my answer was because i've always kept a diary but am too lazy to actually pen it down as i grew older. but why for the world to see especially since its suppose to be your deepest darkest secrets and thoughts? because of self-gratification was my answer. but that was also a question to myself.

i have no idea why i keep a blog. perhaps its really because of self-gratification?

i guess its because i'm a thinking person, and so is everyone else i know. but honestly, i think alot more than others and further too if i may add, that sometimes my dear thinks i'm crazy and paranoid. but i'm not. its just the way that i am - i think alot.

so when i think too much and these thoughts have no where else to go, they come here - on my web space. some are insane, some are silly, some are stupid and retarded, some are selfish and some are inspiring. some are anger, some are jealousy. i house all of these thoughts and feelings on my blog, giving pple a chance to get to know me, but am also giving them a chance to judge me and to put me down.

well, you gain some, you lose some. you can never have the best of both worlds can you? nah, highly impossible.

but i do think, if there ever comes a day where i'll have to say goodbye to this web space of mine, i'll probably cry like mad and be real upset about it because most of my life's happenings' were recorded down here, on this blog which happens to be the one and only eprincessdiary@blogspot.com

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