| Acknowledgement |

"Trust the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. But in all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5-6

this verse came to mind the minute i thought about that. i've been struggling with it for the longest of time and no one knows about it, not even my family. only my dear who's always so supportive. then again i guess they do have an idea about it, but not the whole picture.

i used to do Bible study when i was younger, i'd make time just to go down to church to learn about the Word even how tired i was back then when i was a student, before i met dear of course. i enjoyed it very much because i'd always get to learn new stuff. but there would times where i'd feel intimidated or inferior because all the other members were like WOW, they knew almost everything i didn't.

but that was the past, a long time ago, but still i yearn to have that kinda passion to burn in me once again.

my big sis is gonna get married at the end of this year which is also the beginning of the new year. she and her husband-to-be have been attending Bible study every week, learning how to support one another in a marriage. they're also learning family planning according to what God teaches in the Bible. its really cool.

we need to attend cell group, we need to learn how to grow in a small group first before we can grow in a church and grow spiritually. that was what the Purpose Driven Life book was talking about all the time which freaked me out and which made me not dare to read the rest of it. in case you're judging me, i'm only human. i get scared too and like Jonah, i would try to hide from God hoping He'd never notice me. ha but guess what? that never happens! God is always with us, its whether we choose to acknowledge His presence or not, its whether we choose to face Him or not.

and now i choose to acknowledge Him.

what about you?