| Absolution? |

the last i saw of him was two nights ago.
two nights ago, i confessed to him.
i lied again.
my heart was in turmoil,
his heart was in pain.

maybe its a sign our time is up?
even if we make it through this period,
can i guarantee there will be none of this anymore?

i am skeptical of myself.
"the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak".
when will there be an absolution to this?
oh God...