| Goodbye |

my sister will be leaving tonight for aussie again, our second seperation, our second goodbye. before today became a reality, the first goodbye scene was already replaying in my head, and now the second one awaits. i hate goodbyes. seperation ain't that painful but goodbyes are. it makes you go through an emotional roller-coaster ride, and when you reach the bottom bit, tears fall uncontrollably. damn. how i dread seeing her off tonight. with dear not by my side, i sure am gonna cry buckets and buckets of tears.
but wait. she'll be married off when she returns here for good next year, so shouldn't i already get used to the fact that she ain't gonna be around anymore at home? but i still miss her! *crying*