::*speechless*::

as the title claims, this is the quiet side of me. don't really have anything to blog about today except for the fact that i've been scouting for our engagement rings online, which my father has also been pressing us for. *sigh* i'm not regreting this engagement, but its just that so many bad things are happening right now, with all the rumours and financial expenses, its just hard to get what we want. and when i buy things, i only go for the best. people who know me would know i only have eyes for good stuff. no arrogance intended here, its just a frustrated me trying to make ends meet with all these inevitable expenses that i have to maintain every month. treating my daddy dearest to a nice birthday dinner at no signboard is already enough to kill, if my mommy weren't gonna split the bill with me. *phew*
back to the engagement rings, i'm definitely in a dilemma as to whether we should get white gold or platinum. of course i'll prefer platinum, but as to whether we can afford it is the exact crux of this discussion. i'm earning quite well, but my soldier boyfriend is not because if you recall correctly, he's still serving the army with the title of a recruit. so the pay he draws monthly, is not enough. unless we can pay via instalments. but i do have an idea to get my daddy to apply a supp card for me, and then i can use it to swipe for our rings, and then slowly pay my daddy back. i love my daddy! he's the world's best banker with interest-free instalments. *hee* consider this matter solved. all i have to do is to get consent from my mommy. wish me luck!