::rumours::

its funny how suddenly everyone around me has become a "princess" ever since i became daniel's princess three and a half years ago. *major eyeroll* that aside, i'm disturbed to hear that one of my dear's buddies have been spreading this untrue rumour about why my baby and i got engaged. i'm definitely not happy about it, and i will do something about it, even at the cost of this friendship. all those talk about this impulsive engagement just so i could stay over at my boyfriend's house?! excuse me, get your facts right. i didn't have to get engaged with my boyfriend just so i could stay over, my parents gave me permission. it was because of you-know-who had to get all so upset that i had their permission, and she didn't and thus she thought it was unfair. besides, engagement and marriage are such beautiful events, at least it was the most special moment for me when my boyfriend made the announcement. why do some people have to go about spoiling such beautiful memories? why can't things be as simple as you see it? i've been with this guy for the past 3 and a half years, we're marching towards the 4th year even as we speak. since i was 18, he has been in my life. i have given him the most precious gift a girl could possibly give (apart from virginity that is, and yes, i'm still holding the V card), my youth. youth once gone, will never return. from 18 to 21, he's the first man in my life, first boyfriend in my life. this engagement is to tell people, we're not getting any younger, and considering the length of time we've been together, yes, its about time we brought this relationship into another level instead of just being a boy/girlfriend. this engagement is to tell people that hey, we're serious about each other, and yes, marriage is just a matter of time and financial stability for us. i've told myself before, and to God, that if daniel and i ever made it to my 21st birthday, i'd like to get engaged with him. because i asked God for a sign, i asked Him to show me if daniel is possibly my one and only. and now, i believe so.
i rest my case.