::unhappy::

remember my post yesterday read about my happiness and excitement of seeing my dear boyfriend, holding him and staying with him overnight because the feeling of waking up and seeing him next to me first thing in the morning would be such a warm feeling. but last night on my way to his house, after i went home to pack what i'll be needing for work today, my father called. the phone conversation went as follows:
dad: *shouting* "what took you so long to pick up my call?"
me: "because my mobile was kept in my handbag, and my handbag was in my haversack, that's why i took a bit longer. wassup?"
::silence::
dad: *shouting again, even louder this time* "let this be the LAST time you stay over at daniel's house. the next time you ask again, you get engaged with him straight-away! don't let me get scolding for nothing!"
::slammed the phone::
i was stunned, rather, speechless. couldn't understand what just happened. i asked for his permission, i had his permission. it took a lot of guts to do that. if you knew my father, you would know to never provoke or offend him or else, the consequences would be unthinkable. and when he said ok, i was so happy. i wasn't expecting him to say yes and then later in the night, call and scream into my ear as if i was in the middle of some adulterous act.
it didn't take long to figure out who the culprit was after my dear calmed me down. who else would it have been but that sister of mine, who's always being difficult and jealous. she's like my evil step-sister or something. now i'm beginning to loathe her even more. the sole reason why she got engaged with her stupid boyfriend was because they wanna stay over each other's place, especially ours, to use the free facilities. disgusting. but that's beside the point. the point is, why should i get engaged with daniel just because i wanna spend the night with him? what kind of stupid logic is that? and why issit that when a guy and girl are alone, the perception is always sex? like why can't it be something else more pure? something else more innocent like just to spend quality time with each other since i haven't seen my boyfriend for the last 2 and a half weeks, and there's gonna be another 2 weeks where i don't get to see him because he has been scheduled for a 7-day outfield? why?! i'm still a damn virgin if that's what's bothering my parents! i said i won't give it away, i mean i will not give it away until my wedding night, to my husband whoever that may be. why can't they trust me? why don't they trust daniel? yes he's a guy and he may have his urges and the what-nots, but he's never asked me for it, and never forced me to give him, simply because he loves and respects me. filthy minds, and filthy people! i'm so mad, i don't wanna go home. i wanna run away from these pple who claim to be my family.*PrincessWylyn planning a revolt to overthrow her evil step-sister*