::alone at work::

i'm this close to dying of boredom because biscuit isn't here to accompany me! *screaming* and its not even 6pm yet?! time sure is crawling today, plus the bad weather, its running chills down every part of my body. i'm so cold..so bored..so lonely..i dunno what else to say. but since i'm crazy over chinese songs now, i've been listening to jay chou's songs again. his other song, an jing, it means silence. and listening to it almost brought tears to my eyes for the hundredth time *sob sob*. let me just do a quick translation of the song.
this song sings about a relationship gone bad. the gal apparently found someone new and has no qualms about leaving her current boyfriend. and her boyfriend is trying to tell her that if her new guy is able to love her more than himself, then he'll have no choice but to force himself to leave her. because her boyfriend's not able to forgive her and accept her new guy, and since she's already long gone, he'll slowly move on. he also tells her not to worry about him, and that he will carry on living his life. all because he loves her too much.

周杰伦 Chow, Jay Jou
词曲：周杰伦
安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

must love always end this way? i'm so confused. people always say if you love someone, you gotta learn to let them go. is that true? what about those who admire and love someone from far? they never find the courage to tell them how they feel, they lose a perfect chance just like that. what if she was just waiting for you to ask? never mind about the lost chance, if fate really exists, and destiny has it that those two will eventually come together even after years, and then what happens to all those so-called lost loves? again, i'm lost for words *tongue sticking out* dunno what am i talking about. *blah* enough said. *tsk*